Hola mis damas, mis caballeros, mis little castanets.
Oy vey. As far as silences go, this one has been an absolute doozie. Not only did I plunge headfirst off the blogging horse but said horse got so tired of waiting it pottered off to livelier pastures, raised a family, opened an organic oats business and then retired. And so here I am, mountless. But, you know, bisons is bisons and tradition is tradition and if I started too many posts without the statutory apols for slack tartishness, you’d think you too had wandered off to some other, more organised blog. So, dear Ladles and Jellyspoons all – (if there is, indeed, anyone out there still with half a cocked ear) – I bid you good morrow.
And the reason for my muteness? For one thing I’ve started back at what it amuses Ms Pimperletta to call my ‘potty training’.(http://northernbeachesceramics.wordpress.com/). So there you will find me from Monday to Wednesday, having a lovely old time making oddly gonadal shapes out of porcelain. You’ll also find me engrossed on many a night, strung like a looney between the twin swaying poles of dusk and dawn, wide awake and watching as images of clay go flowing in plastic glory across the night stage, and off into the flaring dark. You could call me obsessed. I am, for the nonce, much engrossed by the oddly sexual qualities of orchids, and am trying to render them in porcelain as fine and as translucent as my bumble-fingered skills allow. Let me show you what I mean:
And this, which reminds me somehow of monks at prayer, piety verging on the disconsolate:
And from Thursday to Sunday? There is the house. Natch. The dear old Regency Wreck. On the subject of which a little caveat, because there follows a short rant, so for those averse to such things, please avert your tender eyes now. Because I have to tell you – we are almost dunfer! We realised recently that it’s over two years since we bought the house and still there is no moving in date. In fact we have stopped thinking of moving in at all – it saves on the endless steeplechase of expectation and disappointment. Mr and Ms Pimp went so far as to join a gym just up the road from where we are renting, and Mr P and I are off for a month next week to visit family in the UK. We were going to do it in December, when we’d moved into the house, and then January when we’d moved into the house, and then February when ditto. And now we are just doing it. It has come to feel as if there has always been the house and there will always be the house. Endlessly demanding of door knobs and colours and cupboards and floor tiles and money and money and more money, and energy when the reservoir is dry… and yet never quite getting there. If I sound a little jaded, it is because I am. Jaded and absolutely cream crackered.
But (and you can look back now) – there are good bits. Because there are always good bits. We are poring over colours (about which, more anon), agonising over kitchens, ogling sofas. We are thinking what will go on walls. This all requires a certain suspension of disbelief when, you know, we are never going to live within said walls. We have found ourselves awash with thoughts of chinoiserie, for instance. Which was somewhat of a surprise. Had you once asked me whether we were a chinoiserie kind of mob I’d’ve said probs not. A bit fiddly, a bit schmancy, a bit opulent – for me at any rate. But Mr P, coming as he does from several generations of Orient-raised family, has always had a soft spot for it, and Miss P has recently joined in. And so I have taken up the challenge of sourcing something good, as cheaply as possible. I have been talking to China. Several months now of prolix and deeply frustrating emails which start off with a rush and then trickle into intermittence. Maybe I ask too many questions, maybe I’m too fussy with my requests to add/subtract a bit of bamboo, make the petals finer. But anyway, we’re getting there and I have learned an invaluable lesson – if you want to save money, you have to spend time (and patience, which is something I’m not renowned for).
Ms P favours something like this for her bedroom, though it has to be said that the bottom portion would be quite wasted, buried under tissues, clothes, shoes, papers, make up, and the general miscellany of what she calls her ‘floordrobe’:
And Pimpoh finds himself fancying something a bit like this:
Me, I like things a little plainer and a little simpler. It’s the old Wee Free in me. But even I have been carried away on the wave. Just a tad, of course, no deeper in than my knees. Because I like dark things I could, for instance, be persuaded to this. I’m currently trying to persuade Ms Pimp she wants a version of this for her bathroom. You know, to go with those dark tiles I’m so enamoured of, but she, she ain’t so convinced:
I think there should be a little oomph when you open the front door. You know, a small trumpeting fanfare. And if you can’t afford a line-up of liveried rabbits, you’d best be thinking about getting your drama from the walls. Preferably the wall to the right in our case, which is actually a lot longer than it appears in the photograph. The problem is that the hallway and staircase also need to sing duets with the rest of the house which is going to be, for now at least, tricked up (or down) in those fugitive, atmospheric greys. You know, purple greys, brown greys, and their various assorted offspring. I have ditched, with some reservations, my addiction to moody, inky drama. It was pointed out to me that the house has a feeling of lightness (in the Enlightenment sense of the word) and that it would be good to go along with it. And that made sense to me. For now at any rate. We’ll see whether darkness makes its way in, a little pool here, a dark lake there. So in all probability the hallway and staircase will be grey also.
How to achieve a sense of drama, then.
There is good old grisaille, of course, and Mr Pimp is very fond of things like this:
And I have to admit, I can see how it might be fun to find an elephant calumphing along the hall when you stumble downstairs at cock call, all early morning frowsy and bleary of sight.
I had a passionate-ish tango with this offering from Trove. A panoply of old queens seemed quite the thing to come home to:
But then I discovered the price.
Still an arm and half a leg, I am having a bit of a pash with these:
Or, on a more sedate day, these:
But enough of such fripperies. Right now I must leap into the car and hurtle down the motorway to go bed shopping with Ms P, who is currently sleeping on a mattress on the floor. We shall be without the Herberts, who are staying at the farm with Eric the house sitter while we are in the UK. All of which is another story. Finding a sitter has been an education that sits alongside buying Chinese wallpaper. I have encountered aspects of humanity I had not previously met, even in my psychoanalytic practice. There were many lovely people who replied to my ad, and a few…what you might call eccentrics. One good lady, for instance, very kindly sent me photographs of her aura. But Eric seems solid enough, and the dogs are tentatively accepting of him (“what does his arrival mean, where are you going, can we come too?”). So off I go, guilty heart heavy, until another day…